sometime every one and anyone be in the state which u can't talk and you don't know what is going on . in that state you can't answer if some one ask you why are you sad ? because you really don't know the reason or maybe there are alot of reasons so you can't tell which one is responsiple for your sadness .
in such state you search for some one you trust more than ur self , or search for some one who have no relation whith you i mean he don't love you or hate you , an ideal person .
in first case you may find that person who u trust alot , but wt if he was the person who make you sad ??
in the second case you may find the ideal person , but if you a senstive person you will feel soo hard when you talk to some one who can't feel you .
soo you can let these option and search for a place where no one know you , no one talk to you or ask you any thing . some place which like(Shadow land ) i hear these term and i feel it alot , Shadow land , is the place where are people are like a shadow you see them but you don't have to interact with them .
in that case you may find your place , but it will be an imagine place . soo you can just dream with it or like a frind say it wil be soo far away .
soo all what you can do is to know when you get lost and try as much as you can to never reach thise area .