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i don't know why i can't find any title for my posts but i can't classify this post under any category and it's nothing ... just smth i feel that i want to say it;


- The change :

it's the worst word in my life... i hate changes in everything, why all things changes wz time !!! why we have to change our mobiles when we have money to buy new one even if it still working ? and change the old furniture to have new one ... even if it have all our memories..
why we have to change every thing if we found smth much better!!! the old one was not bad and it always was the best one before we find out that there are smth better than ours?
why we have to change our best friends because we finally discovere that they were soo bad by comparison wz others..
and even our nature ., we all get changes by time for many resons .i know that the changing is not always bad thing but we can't trust because we know that every thing will be other thing and we don't know when and what it will be .
it's soo hard when you go to ur childhood house and find that no thing as it was , our when u back to ur friend after 5 years to find that no one was expect u or even remeber u , they will remember u as aperson they knew before .. but not as friend and u will feel it...
the best things you will ever see is the first in ur life soo
first love , first friend , first mobile ..... etc
i'm not going to say to not have any thing new that's not possible ... i just want to change the old things when we really have to . not because we just like to get the best things.


- life must continue ....

Whatever happened life will go on , it seem like good thing ... it's not bad but it also not good
when we lose someone , we know that life will never stops for that person or any one , so we go on wz the life as if nothing happened ...-i know that no one will accept my words but it's ok- when we lose someone for death or any other resons , all wt we want is to get out of our sadness , we try to forget and to out of this bad mood and we get the meaning of el 'sabr' 3'lt
it dose not mean to forget the people u lost after one day , month or year , it means to not kill ur self or lost after them .. el nsyan n3ma mn 3nd rbna and i know that bs ykon lel t7'fef mn el bad memories msh 3lshan nms7ha 7'als..
why when someone loses his wife , in most cases, he will marry after one or two years wl 3ks s7e7 .. m3 2no will not die if he did not married ..
wt i want to say is that people , who we lost in our life , Deserve more than wt we give them ..
at least we have to stop awhile and to get lost for small time for thir memories , and wt's wrong if i go on my life wz someone memories? why i have to forget it and get a new real one to take his/her place . i like smth fl '7edad' bt3 el dol el 2orobya ... ele howa 'l7zt samt' .. i don't know why i like it but when they all keep silent for a moment i feel as smth stoped for that person , smth changed -even if they don't make any thing more than l7zt el samt-


- people ...

why we always know that we did not understand someone and we keep say u r .... and ... and ...
when we think alitle u will find that the most people u hurts are the most people loving u
we can't hurt the perosn who hate us , because simply he have no feeling for us to get hurt.
why we want to effect others life , while we never enable them to change our life
we almost realize smth Importance when we lose it .
i was thinking wt if i can't think because all people can read my mind? wt if ur mind was not closed for u , think of it as if u must think loudly soo all people will know wt u think in . that mean that u can't have ur own secerts or even u can't imagine. how can we live wzout imagination ..
how even can we live when all people know wt we think in for all of them ??? it's not a bad thing but we not always saing wt we really want to say we say , wt we want others to know..
why we cried only at the time we wish never to cry on it
why u take alot of time can't understand someone .... and when u finally understand him/her , you have to lose him/her.

whatever happen ... we have to live and love