Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Pure life ( Sunset & Sunrise)




today is the last Exam in my life , for the first time 7'lst bdrey and i had alot of time to sleep at the exam night but i couldn't ...
i'm not here to talking about my feeling fot the last day in my collage , or the last day i could see all my Colleagues 2ogether ... i will talk about all of it in another post.

msh 3rfa why i talk about thise 2oday , Sunset and sunrise , nothing can change my life like thise scenes .
i don't know why ,at the moment of sunrise i feel that i have new life , pure one ,
i really feel happy ,optimistic , wonderfull .. i feel that every one can do whatever he want at thise moment . it's the same feeling when u buy smth new or when u are the first one to use smth , u saw it clean ,no defects ,
the same feeling i had , i feel as i am the first one who watch thise scenes & the first one who see the world 2oday .. there were no noise , no cars in the street , all windows were closed.. it's smth for me , if the life have no thing more except thise scene , it's enough to make it pure . i feel Safety because it's the only thing that i will never miss as long as i'm alive.
when i look for the sky , i feel that there are smth there for me , i don't know it or where it will be , just i feel it smth good or more than good. i don't know how we have such scenes or such a moment and we still hate, hurt, kill each other .
i really don't heat any one i just don't want to see the one who hurt me alot because i can't simle in face of him/her maybe it's bad but that's wt i am.
i don't know wt i want to do , but i feel that i don't want any thing in the life , i don't like cars , tv , mobiles, fashion or kind of technolgies , i'm not dreaming wz nice worke or great house or anything related to the life and i'm not intersted on all of it . i just want to have samll house at any area in the world where i can see thise two scense and i want to keep it in my mind till the next sunrise or sunset .
life is really pure , maybe ppl ( all of us ) are not . but life is not the ppl who live in it , ppl come & go and the life still as it is , have sunset & sunrise , sea , sky , birds , rever .... whatever happen all the day if u wake up and watch the sunrise u will feel as yesterday have no effet on 2oday .. still pure air , cloudless sky , a hope ..sometimes i feel that they have feeling , the day that i lose someone , or leave someone i love , i feel that the sunset is different .. it's soo sad..

and it's 7:15 am .. i have to goo
c u later