Monday, February 23, 2009

another lesson

-for someone like me , each day i get a new lesson. bad one. that kind of lessons who mad u older , smarter and more experienced.
experience is a magic word in every thing , except in life . if you have expriance in the life that mean u hurt alot , u face alot , and u did alot of things .that's way u become an experienced one.
as life is a game, so the exprianced game player is the one who play more, not the smart one nor the kindest one. to win means that u became the one who know every thing , i don't like those ppl .
they act like if they were in endless war. they keep thinking bad things about u , or maybe they keep saying bad things about u , but they'll never face u .
Why? just because it's how the game is played .
if u said wt r u thinking in , u can't be the winner. u have to play hide and seek . u have to be smarter . u have to be shifty . at the end u'll be the winner .
how much it costs?
No thing to say, just i wish be the Biggest Loser .
2oday's lesson is : be like sea waves , don't be like smooth land

Sunday, February 22, 2009

greaaaaaaaaaaaaaat song ... wake up

There's people talking
They talk about me
They know my name
They think they know everything
But they don't know anything
About me
Give me a dance floor
Give me a dj
Play me a record
Forget what they say
Cause I need to go
Need to getaway tonight
I put my makeup on a Saturday night
I try to make it happen
Try to make it all right
I know I make mistakes
I'm living life day to day
It's never really easy but it's ok
Wake Up
Wake Up
On a Saturday night
Could be New York
Maybe Hollywood and Vine
London, Paris maybe Tokyo
There's something going on anywhere I go
Tonight
Tonight
Yeah, tonight
The city's restless
It's all around me
People in motion
Sick of all the same routines
And they need to go
They need to get away
Tonight
I put my makeup on a Saturday night
I try to make it happen
Try to make it all right
I know I make mistakes
I'm living life day to day
It's never really easy but it's ok
People all around you
Everywhere that you go
People all around you
They don't really know you
Everybody watching like it's some kind of show
Everybody's watching
They don't really know you now
(They don't really know you)
(They don't really know you)
And forever
Wake Up
Wake Up
(Wake Up Wake Up)
Wake Up Wake Up
(Wake Up Wake Up)

someone watching over me

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid....To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

Saturday, February 07, 2009

Have you Ever Been In Love...Celine-Dion

Have you ever been in love....You could touch the moonlight

When your hearts shooting stars .....Youre holding heaven in your arms

Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever walked on air

Ever felt like you were dreamin

When you never thought it could......But it really feels that good

Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever been in love....You could touch the moonlight
When your hearts shooting stars

Youre holding heaven in your arms

Have you ever been in love, have you...

The time I spentWaiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it dont let go,I know

Have you ever said a prayer

And found that it was answered

All my hope has been restored

And I am not looking anymore

Have you ever been so in love, have you...




Some place that you are'nt leavin

Somewhere youre gonna stay.....When you finally found the meanin......Have you ever felt this way
The time I spentWaiting for something that was heaven-sent

When you find it, dont let go,I know...



Coz have you ever been so in love, so in love...

You could touch the moonlight

You can even reach the stars.....Doesnt matter near or far.

Have you ever been so in love ....


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Tuesday, February 03, 2009

LIFE ... Madness .... Happines

it's about how to be happy .. the only thing that we'll agree about .. is that we want to be happy, any thing u did is a try to reach the happines u dreamed with . whatever u are , or whatever the behaviour u r using to reach this happines .. it's The Main Target in the life.
but is life really happy??

- i was thinking who is the most happinest person in the world ? the baby kids.. maybe because they don't have any bad memorise , they don't care about the Future, they don't miss someone , they don't have to care for other's feeling .. also they don't get hurted .. they Keep laughing or crying and u can't stop them . they will stop when they want to stop .. they don't have to care for any ting else .. just if he's happy he'll laugh , if he want smth .. he'll cry.

what about other people ? can any one become a happy person ?

at first time i said yes.. the one who is Successful in work , or find his/her soul mate.. or have new baby . those people must be happy.... but it's a moment of happines . even if it take one week or one month .. it's a moment. maybe u'll have such a happines moment once in ur life time , or twice .... who knows.

even when i get such a moment which made me tooo happy, and i remember that in another side of the street there were a child who asking people for money , have no dreams .. he live a hopeless life . ok i'll ignore this one and i'll think in another thing , i find myself thing in that place in the world .. where people are killed every day. they Die. it's not a tv watch .. a person who was like us , have a jop ..life .. wife ..kids.. he died because of nothing . maybe Right now there r someone who crying every Night because he lost every thing in his life...

ok... stop thinking like that u act like the 60's hundered ladies.. i'll think in other thing , in that old lady who hase 70 years old and she lived alone , because her'childrens are too busy to care about her . someone may say , it's a black view .. u have to look to the white side of the life. which whit side u can saw? even if u have all wt u dreamed of.. if u r the happiest person, how could u stop thinking about every one who feel pain??


ok , we can't live like that .. we have to be happy and still have a happines moments so that we can go on.

the Amazing way to be happy is to act like a child... we face alot of days with hard work .. no thing new , or daily boring routine .. how to feel gr8 in such a normal days? Be CRAZY :D:D

Crazy mean to do smth unusual and don't care for others .. for example , that day i like to wear jeans with Orange Tichert..although i supposed to be in a classic look as long as i'm working but it's ok i like that ... change ur Hair cut style ... change ur room style .. listining for music with Loud Sound .. it's noisy but it's gr8 .. dance .. dance .. dance .......... the most important thing is to dance it's get all ur feeling out and it's the most effictive Exercise :D


for daily work , try to wakeup at 5:00 .. wait for sunrise ,, then Fager prayer, Listinig to Pure Voice like celin-dion or Fairouz. while taking breakfast . then start ur day with BIG BIG BIG smile.
so how can u smile in face of someone who get Fight wz u yesterday with smiling face?? if u act like a kid, u'll forget every day what happend yesterday.


maybe it's not easy to do such a thing but it depend about how old r u , and how many years u r willing to live? i'm almost 22 and half and i'm willing to live till 70 and if hate one person every year( which is an optimal case) , when i die i'll have around 50 perosn hate me...

maybe by this way u'll not be a successful person by Business means , but in Emotional life . u'll be a perfect one .

all people wish to get the best place in thir life , they miss alot for that place , i'm a smart one.. i'll lose only when it's deserve . i'm not going to lose someone or hurt someone because it'll be a chance to get better place, even if that one is deserve and even if it'll cost me alot .

Don't ever lose someone to get something. alot of people don't like the way i'm thinking with , starting by my close friends and my family.. but i really feel Peace with myself . i can be happy whatever i want , i can cry whenever i need , when i lie my face get red so every one can see that i'm ling and i like that , when i hate someone it will be soo clear, also when i love it'll be clear... thats all wt i need