LIFE ... Madness .... Happines

it's about how to be happy .. the only thing that we'll agree about .. is that we want to be happy, any thing u did is a try to reach the happines u dreamed with . whatever u are , or whatever the behaviour u r using to reach this happines .. it's The Main Target in the life.
but is life really happy??

- i was thinking who is the most happinest person in the world ? the baby kids.. maybe because they don't have any bad memorise , they don't care about the Future, they don't miss someone , they don't have to care for other's feeling .. also they don't get hurted .. they Keep laughing or crying and u can't stop them . they will stop when they want to stop .. they don't have to care for any ting else .. just if he's happy he'll laugh , if he want smth .. he'll cry.

what about other people ? can any one become a happy person ?
at first time i said yes.. the one who is Successful in work , or find his/her soul mate.. or have new baby . those people must be happy.... but it's a moment of happines . even if it take one week or one month .. it's a moment. maybe u'll have such a happines moment once in ur life time , or twice .... who knows.

even when i get such a moment which made me tooo happy, and i remember that in another side of the street there were a child who asking people for money , have no dreams .. he live a hopeless life . ok i'll ignore this one and i'll think in another thing , i find myself thing in that place in the world .. where people are killed every day. they Die. it's not a tv watch .. a person who was like us , have a jop ..life .. wife ..kids.. he died because of nothing . maybe Right now there r someone who crying every Night because he lost every thing in his life...

ok... stop thinking like that u act like the 60's hundered ladies.. i'll think in other thing , in that old lady who hase 70 years old and she lived alone , because her'childrens are too busy to care about her . someone may say , it's a black view .. u have to look to the white side of the life. which whit side u can saw? even if u have all wt u dreamed of.. if u r the happiest person, how could u stop thinking about every one who feel pain??


ok , we can't live like that .. we have to be happy and still have a happines moments so that we can go on.

the Amazing way to be happy is to act like a child... we face alot of days with hard work .. no thing new , or daily boring routine .. how to feel gr8 in such a normal days? Be CRAZY :D:D

Crazy mean to do smth unusual and don't care for others .. for example , that day i like to wear jeans with Orange Tichert..although i supposed to be in a classic look as long as i'm working but it's ok i like that ... change ur Hair cut style ... change ur room style .. listining for music with Loud Sound .. it's noisy but it's gr8 .. dance .. dance .. dance .......... the most important thing is to dance it's get all ur feeling out and it's the most effictive Exercise :D


for daily work , try to wakeup at 5:00 .. wait for sunrise ,, then Fager prayer, Listinig to Pure Voice like celin-dion or Fairouz. while taking breakfast . then start ur day with BIG BIG BIG smile.
so how can u smile in face of someone who get Fight wz u yesterday with smiling face?? if u act like a kid, u'll forget every day what happend yesterday.


maybe it's not easy to do such a thing but it depend about how old r u , and how many years u r willing to live? i'm almost 22 and half and i'm willing to live till 70 and if hate one person every year( which is an optimal case) , when i die i'll have around 50 perosn hate me...

maybe by this way u'll not be a successful person by Business means , but in Emotional life . u'll be a perfect one .
all people wish to get the best place in thir life , they miss alot for that place , i'm a smart one.. i'll lose only when it's deserve . i'm not going to lose someone or hurt someone because it'll be a chance to get better place, even if that one is deserve and even if it'll cost me alot .

Don't ever lose someone to get something. alot of people don't like the way i'm thinking with , starting by my close friends and my family.. but i really feel Peace with myself . i can be happy whatever i want , i can cry whenever i need , when i lie my face get red so every one can see that i'm ling and i like that , when i hate someone it will be soo clear, also when i love it'll be clear... thats all wt i need